CARPE DIEM

SINGING THE ETERNAL LOVE AND HIS OPPOSITE
CELEBRATING THE LIFE AND THE DEATH
EXPLORING A VAGABONDING MIND
PRIDE OF THE DARKEST OBSCURITY

DON'T WANT TO KNOW THE PLACE WHERE I'M COMING FROM
OR THE REASON WHY I'M LIVING
JUST WHAT I'M FEELING AND HOW DEEPLY.
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I'M AFRAID AND SHAKING
SECOND AFTER SECOND
NIGHTMARES NAG ME DESTROYING MY SLEEP

TOO BEAUTIFUL DREAMS
SLIDING DOWN WRETCHED
WHILE WISHES TURN AGAINST ME

AND IF I THINK THAT JUST ONE HUG
COULD WIN ME
FOR EVER FOR EVER
THAT IF HE ONLY KISSED ME
I COULD LIVE
FOR EVER FOR EVER

EVEN THOUGH I ASK MYSELF TIRED IF I WANT TO LIVE
ALWAYS KEEPING HOPING AND DESPAIRING
ACTRACTED AND RETRACTED ENDLESS TIMES
FROM ENDLESS FACES
LONGING A PEACE I COULD NEVER STAND

AND I'M JELOUS OF MY MIND THAT CAN BE WITH HIM
IN HIS ARMS
FOR EVER
THAT CAN LOOK AT HIM STRAIGHT IN HIS EYES
AND KISS HIM
FOR EVER
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INCREDIBLY

LOOKING MY LIFE IN THE MIRROR OF MY BROWN EYES
AND I FOUND THEM UNBELIEVABLY BEAUTIFUL LOVELY AND NICE,
FULL OF MEMORIES LIKE TEARS FILLING UP MY DEEP INFINITE
ILLUSORY IMAGES, SUICIDAL WEAPON
MY EYES KNOW AND MY LOOK SEE THE FIXED CHASM
NOT BACK ANYMORE, JUST AHEAD
JUST ALL, JUST MINE
AND WHILE I'M DIVING IN THE EMPTINESS
CRAZY ADDICTED...IN MY TIRED EYES SPARKLE THE AWARENESS
THAT MY ONLY PARACHUTE IS MY POEM.

SKY FRAGMENT
IS IN THE AIR AN UNLIMITED FLAVOUR
A SKY FRAGMENT IN THE UNIVERSAL
MIX SALT ON MY BURNT SOUL
USELESS POEMS DEAD LINES TRANSMITTING LIFE AS NOTHING BEFORE
AND FINALLY THE NIGHT COMES WHEN WILL A NEW DAY BORN?
A NEW WORLD?
THE NIGHT OF THE TIMEFULL OF BAREFOOT OBVIOUSNESSES
WALKING JUST ON THEMSELVES
NO WORDS ANYMORE
WHERE THE HELL ARE MY POEMS?
THAT BIZARRE FEELING THAT USED TO CHANGE EVERYTHING...
MAYBE I HAVE NO WORDS ANYMORE
TO DESCRIBE THE PRESENT
CAUSE THERE IS NO NEED OR CAUSE I DON'T FEEL I WANT TO FIND THEM
I MISS THAT SMALL SIGNS THOUGHTHAT CRIPPLE LINES PACKED OF LOVE
THAT HIGH VOICE SINGING THE LIFE
THAT RECEDING HANDWRITINGMEANING BEAUTY
BETWEEN THOSE WALLS LIVES
IN THOSE LINES SPEACKSIN THOSE PAGES IS...HER!
THE ONE I SEE LOOKING IN THE MIRROR
THE ONE I FEEL TOUCHING MYSELF
THE ONE I HATE ON THE SCALE
THE MYSTIC - WORLDLY MIX I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN
SOMEONE CONTRADICTORY THAT NEVER STOPS AMAZING ME
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LIVE THE MOMENT

IS USELESS WRITING
USELESS THINKING BUT STILL I'M DOING IT
JUST THE POEM CAN RESCUE MY SOUL LOST AMONG COLD ILLUSIONS
MY LIFE CLOSE INTO REGRETS
MY MIND TWISTED IN AFTERTHOUGHTS
A NEW LIFE IS STARTING
WILL I BE SO BRAVE TO LIVE THE MOMENT?
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NO NEED

DIDN'T NEED YOUR BIG EYES
THAT RUNNING AFTER ME MADE ME STOP
DIDN'T NEED YOUR HOME SCENT
TO ESCAPE REFUGING IN YOUR SOFT SKIN
DIDIN'T NEED YOUR INCREDIBLE ATTENTIONS
MAYBE JUST A WORD
TO GET BEYOND THE TIME
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EXCUSE

DO YOU NEED AN EXCUSE TO STAY?
DID YOU NEED ANOTHER LOOK?
WHATEVER...IF IS GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER
WHATEVER...IF IS GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE
JUST TOUCH ME AND I'M GONNA FEEL IMMORTAL
JUST BE INSIDE ME AND I'M GONNA SENSE THE LIFE
ONE MORE TIME PLEASE
ONE MORE TIME
***

GOING

TRYING DON'T THINK ABOUT THAT
MOVING MY HANDS FAST WITH NO SENSE
GOING HOME...COMING FROM HOME
CONFUSING WHAT SHOULD BE SO CLEAR
FEELING SO ALIVE YOU CANNOT IMMAGINE
ROMA, I KNOW I'LL BE BACK SOONSOON
WHEN I'LL BE READY TO HANDLE YOU AGAIN
SOON CAN BE WHENEVER
SOON AND I'M SHAKING TALKING WITH MYSELF
DON'T THINK ABOUT SOON MY FRIEND, KEEP LIVING NOW
KEEP WALKING TOWARD YOUR FUTURE
MAYBE CRYING, MAYBE LAUGHING
PUTTING ONE STEP AFTER THE OTHER
NEVER STOP GOING